Since today is all about tickling my fancy, here's what
REALLY hit home with me today.
My husband just finished up a training class last night for the Army and earned a new badge. {so proud of you babe!} This class was one of the toughest things Greg has encountered in a very long time...only approximately 30 passed and the class started with near 70 students. I can't even begin to tell you how many hours my poor husband spent with his nose in the books during the past 3 weeks. Literally, the extent of our conversations went something like this:
Me: Welcome home
Greg: Thanks baby.
[a few hours later]
Me: I love you, here's your dinner.
Greg: Thanks Shan..I love you too.
[a few hours later]
Me: Going to bed now..I love you.
Greg: I love you too..sweet dreams.
repeat next day.
And that's it. For three weeks, I saw my husband physically at night, but mentally, he was checked out..and for good reason. Finally, when he arrived back to our house Tuesday night at 11pm, sweaty, hungry, dirty, dusty, sun-burnt, and drained..all of his hardwork had officially paid off! :) I don't know if me or him was more excited for that moment! Where am I going with all this??
Well, yesterday, my husband had a much deserved day off! We slept in...lounged on the couch, he got to take a nap (which I can't remember the last time he did) while I went to lunch with my girlfriends {love them!}, we went around town & even bought our first vegetable plant, came home to cook dinner together, went for a fabulous walk beside the river on post, cleaned our house, put lampshades on, shredded some files, caught up on DVR shows, and fell asleep side by side.
My day was jammed packed
FULL of
little moments. Ya know, those moments where you pinch yourself because you can't really believe this is real life. The moments where you have the biggest smile slapped across your face and you can't get it off. The moments where you are absolutely 100% positive that this is
where you are supposed to be and
who you are supposed to be with. Just the two of us...
Moving on, Greg and I both know that we are going to be parents. one day. Lord-willing. Unlike Carrie & Big...SATC reference ;)..we don't want it just be the two of us, forever. Rather it be by having a biological child or by adoption, our family will grow..and we both
sooooo look forward to that day when God blesses us with the gift of a child. Isn't it that we are always eager and anxious for the next stage in life? Maybe it's finding Mr. Right, Graduating from college, Marrying Mr. Right, Having your first child, retiring & traveling with Mr. Right...the
next stage in life seems way more appealing than where we are now. I've always lived like this, and when I look back on my past memories [high school, college, our wedding] I wish I would have embraced them more and appreciated them for the awesome moments they were.
All of my little moments I've had with my husband recently have made me appreciate the
here and
now. God has us here for a very specific reason and it feels great to just enjoy it...today. And that, my friends,
tickles my fancy.